Anon

So....through out the past week I have come to know the entity anon. I stumbled across "his" posts on a website I visit. Reading his words. neither revealing or lies....has brought me a new perspective. Seemed to have woken up something that was inside me. Brought to life by what Ive been going through. It goes beyond the normal aching realizations. Though how is it that words he speaks, shed light on so many of my issues....but I do not know his troubles at all. I do not even know the day to day that is his life. If only I could find the words to explain to him. What he showed me. Without even meaning to. I know he helps people. It seems as if he claims his heart is gone. Tiny shards of glass are bigger than the pieces...in its place he wants to help...I think his heart is there. Truer not in spite of but because of the pain. I want to change sometimes...No one ever really knowing. What I think or feel. Not letting anyone too close. Give tid bits of my life....but nothing more. Arms length. Leave them always reaching. I feel frozen lately.....The change is already taking place somewhat. Hit fast forward again. See how it all plays out