You woke up this morning…your first day off in awhile…and you couldnt even spend time with us before you rushed out the door…didnt even stop for a kiss goodbye from either of us… My heart has been filled with so much joy over this lil’ angel i hold every day…but at the same time it is breaking a little more each day…
I told you last night how I needed time with you…i need you to actually start giving me compliments to help my self-esteem right now…I feel a little lonely…It’s hard…this new job I have…it’s gonna take time before I relax into it more…not that I regret or resent any second of it…but it is still hard…especially when you work more than you used to because of not having enough managers at work…I miss you…I miss having you there to talk to…plus i get worried about a lot… wondering if I’m doing a good job…worried that i might do something wrong…even though I know I make a great mom…i still worry sometimes…
So i guess the point I’m trying to make…is that…I know you are a great daddy…i know you are busting your ass trying to make sure we have everything we need…but the most important thing is that you dont forget that we need you here too… so babe…dont forget about us
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