Saturday, February 19, 2011

what if?

Have you ever truly thought about another life for yourself? I know everyone has probably wished for a better life...a different life at some point or another....but have you ever truly put thought into what that life should be like. If things were perfect and you could do anything you wanted to do...what would that be?

What would it take to make you happy?

Ive thought about this somewhat tonight. Itd be nice to have some money...To be able to splurge sometimes...be it on little things for myself or for those I care about. Id like to have a nice car. A small apt. Loft with a second full bedroom. Id like to be able to work desiging things....like invitations,and including photography. I want to keep working. I would do more things with my daughter...go see places. Even as far as going overseas as she gets older. Teach her about history up close.


But I wouldnt give up what I have now to have all that money. Right now I find joy in the little things. The joy of a new movie. Being able to chase eachother around with dart guns. All the simple things in life....that make it complete. The crazy urge to jump up and grab his hand to dance. To laugh and love freely and unsuspisciously. To be as close to fearless as possible in this crazy world.

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