that every time things start to go wrong...i think the worst of it? I do this with friends sometimes...with thinking they really dont like me or talk about me behind my back...or whatever...
and i do this in relationships...when it seems the guy im with is not happy...i imagine the worst...
maybe cause it always seems to happen...Ive been bailed on 3 times already when it got rough. It makes it hard to trust...especially when youve been bailed on before and gave it another shot...whats to keep him from bailing again.
so where to draw the line? Do i let myself become cold and numb...thinking this is as good as it gets...or do i keep fighting for it...over and over again never getting past this fear that is like a parasite to my heart and soul. That drags me down to the pit...and stomps me till i feel like i cant breath...like i'll never be whole again.
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