I'm an ass...in so many ways..insecurities rule sometimes...can you hear me? No! didnt think so. I am small and insignicant...in so many ways so many times. Can you reach through my insecurities to see me? Didnt think so...No one would want that much baggage. You want to be my friend? Shit can you deal with me and the bullshit that I include. What is this for? What am I for? I do my fucking best for her...but is it enough will it ever be enough. Are you really there? Or just waiting to screw me over? What are you doing now...what will you do...Why?
Can I turn back to my old friend...and let the tears fall again....i want to...more than anything i so desperatly want to...just to feel something...to see something real...
i am pitiful...i am lonely...i am having a pity party right now.
You will judge me for this...You will say omg look at that dumb bimbo. Yet you will never understand. You will never see the way my head works...you will never see my fears...the cause of tears...You will never see me.
Whatever though...just let it go
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