Im done with the bullshit. I no longer give a damn. I refuse to. I dont need you to tell me I look prety or to make me feel good. I give more than you deserve. Yeah maybe that sounds kinda spiteful. But I dont give a fuck right now. I just dont give a shit. Keep your porn Ill be happy with my toys and the occasional good fuck from you. Whenever you can muster up the energy. Oh but wait make sure you make a trip to the bathroom first with your phone to help you get ready.
Yeah I am kinda psycho thats what I think. Thats what youve reduced me to feeling like is going on with all your fucking sneaky shit. Maybe if you tried to make me feel better instead of sneaking around. I could actually get past the hurt and have something good come of it.
But nope! that would never happen in a million years. Cause you just cant care enough to try to understand. Or at least support me with it. Piss off!
You want bitch? Youre about to see her. keep pushing....keep with the snide comments. I will not break again. And definitely never again for you.
I get it. I get that youre stressed....but I deserve better than this half assed shit youve been giving me.
If I was brutally honest with myself...Id ask how long? really how long has this been going on.
Secrets never stay where they should ya know. Reality bites. so do birthdays...by the way thanks for making this one so special...it was yet another in the long line for sure...though maybe not that far.
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