I am desperate.....I wish so badly I could take her and run far away sometimes. Away from everyone. I wish it could be just me and her off in some distant life. Not needing anyone...but eachother.
I am a cruel mother for even having that thought in a way. But to dream of a life without heartbreak for her or me is nice. I would never let her down. I am the one person in her life how would do anything and everything for that lil girl. She is my world.
This relationship lately is petrifying. I cant get my head around anything anymore. I cry when I see weddings. I cry over anything sweet and sappy and romantic lately. I dream of it....but on the other hand. He could crush our souls if hes not careful.
Is love truly worth the risk? I ask myself that everyday lately. It would be a bold move indeed. To up and leave everything and everyone behind. Do I have it in me to live that kind of life?
Would I want to?
These are certantily strange times. Would you even miss us?
Maybe....it should be just me...
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