I was retarded to stay here. To hope and try. Granted I wasnt trying my best. But the things you said last night. Wow! I acted pissed. Like I didnt care. Want to know the truth. You couldnt have said anything that cut more deep.
"You are the worst mother I have ever seen" ...."i cant even look at you anymore"..."if I look at you again I'm going to be sick"
Lets just say I was foolish. To think you loved me all this time. To think love could win. To think it was enough.
I know the house is disgusting...but to end it because of that. You didnt even say anything about how much it was getting to you. You dont talk to me. I woke up when you got home...asked how your day was. Spent a few minutes talking to you. You seemed fine...then you woke me up at 4am to say all this. And drunk non the less. Piss drunk. Was it because of that that you said what you did...ended things when and how you did. I dont really care. Though I do wonder what brought it on...why last night...why that way.
Accusing me of never backing you up on how you felt...never saying anything to make it better. Thats not true...but believe what you want.
But its not like I care anymore anyways. With what you said...how you acted...I cant go back from that. Not even if you wanted to.
Everything I gave to you. Everything I felt...its all gone now. You win. I hope youre happy now.
Cause all I hear is the echo of your voice..... Worst mother...
and a small voice whispers back in my head...its not true. its not true. ....
They were right about us...we could never work. More than anything else with this. I just sit here right now...feeling very stupid.
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