Not today

It turns out nothing ever changes sometimes.
Dreams are once again dashed upon the rocky shores.
Night settles down.

You take a deep breath cuddle deep inside your blankets.
Cry those tears that never see the light of day.
Shake your head, straighten up.
Standing tall as you can.

I will face today.
It will all be ok.
I know what I am worth
Im choosing now.

Step back, fade into the crowd.
Another day....but not today.

You see naive, somewhat a fool.
Trust me when I say Im not so blind and ignorant as you think.
The truth always comes out.

My reasons are my own,
but I can stand without you.
Breath easier without you.
Dream of a future not frozen in chains,
Insecuritys domain.

Off to fly now....another day...just not today