That you could ever fucking be mad at me for this...That you could ever be mad that Im upset at the fucking thought of you fucking questioning whos kid she was. Cause I have fought and shed so many fucking tears for you...I have fought for us...and you are sitting here pissed thinking the fucking outcome of it all makes your doubts ok.
You sit here and say that You didnt ask for a dna test at the end...cause of how i felt...BUT YET IT IS SUPPOSED TO MAKE IT BETTER. that you questioned whos she was. FUCK YOU!!! were we ever shit in your mind. Do my feelings ever mean shit to you. Apparently not...you sit there feeling like you are the only one who should be mad right now...You have all the fucking rights right now...well guess what asshole... YOU DONT DESERVE ME! YOU DONT DESERVE MY FUCKING DEVOTION! It killed me each and every fucking time you doubted who got me fucking pregnant....like i was the one who fucking walked away...not to mention the fact that i dropped my whole fucking life of partying to make you happy...but what the fuck have you ever done for me to make me happy? You couldnt even tell one stupid ass girl to quit calling to make me feel better...you said it was enough that you just didnt pick up...but wtf...it was ok for you to ask me that of someone i NEVER FUCKING LEFT YOU FOR...unlike you who left me for her.
WHAT AM I FIGHTING FOR? why am i still fucking here...why does part of me still fucking care about you about what the fuck you think....
WHY CANT I FUCKING WALK AWAY!!!
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